Both sides of the coin....

I hate being a librian. I am not sure if these horoscope thingy are true but I for one being a librian is really feeling the irritating-ness of being one. I cannot stop balancing and weighing situations/problems/issues/projects... everything lah. I have been constantly trying to be more decisive. Making very objective orientated decisions and into a more direct approach. But I still into situations which I just do not know what so be.

There is one thing that I do know, and that is for all the decisions that I make I am the one responsible. As long as I am willing to take the "blame" I will just do it. Is this a sign of being responsible or irrisponsible? I hate to be responsible of things that are out of my control but the more you hate them the more it comes. Should I just sit back and let go of the "grip" or should i go one....(see what I mean). Even when wrting this blog, I have all these stuff mixed up in my head ... the YES and No, the DOs and DON'T...I believe the time is not right yet. And I do hope the time do not come so often. Because I know it myself that IF I do cross the line. There is no turning back. I do not like being a violent person but if violence is required... let it RIP!.

..... always see both sides of the coin???