...what is falling in love

After being with my girlfriend for like 5 years and then getting married you tend to just "loose touch". Well it is not so that I do not love my wife but more of what was it like when I first touch her hands. I remember that there is this "sensation" when you initiall hold the girl's hands... and you can actually tell if she is comfortable. You know how she just comfortabaly rest her hand in yours, and you do not even need to really hold it. It just gives you a "WOW Feel".

I still cherish the moment. I am not so much a romantic but somwhow this just hit me. From where you might ask. Not too sure, this kind..... sometimes just comes. I am not a gentleman I just do stuff that I am comfortable with. I just do not liek the idea like e.g

Valentines's Day.. buy present, go dinner...I do not believe in that. first of all Guys are never good with dates. And to top it, I have dinner with my wife almost everyday, and even if we are tired and sometimes gruchy we are still happy. I just love the moments that I am with her. But I doubt she knows that as most of the time I ma just diggin into my food .... hahahahahahaha.

Had a talk with me mummy late last night... I just realised that life is sooooooo short. I think I need to talk to my mum more. She seems to mewondering off.... ok I sms her now.. she is probably still asleep, she sleeps pretty late. I think my dad's death is still affecting her after 4 years... how time flys.

All of a suddent damn hungry :D

... later..